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I was involved in an accident over two years ago that left me in a wheelchair for over a year. I was able to overcome my dissability and walk again,and regain my life back. I have been opened up to new ways of thinking and learning about myself and my place in the universe. I have had this feeling of doom and gloom lately and the overwhelming sense of negative energy surrounding me...I like to keep a positive attitude about things and try to see all things as necessary to help me learn life's lessons to be a better man,friend and companion. I am seeking advice for the first time and not sure where to begin. I know I have this great presence and have been told by many that they can feel my energy good and bad as soon as I enter a room...I want to dispell the negative in my life and open the doors to the rest of my life with a clean slate and be open and receptive to my greatest good....I feel lost and alone and know that I have a purpose here on earth,otherwise I would have died in the accident. I have read that others are looking for mentors,but I am 43 and not sure that someone would actually take on and older student. I am at a point in my life where traditional religious beliefs are not enough and the more I listen to my inner voice and keep an open mind about who I am and what I am and what authority I have on earth and how to claim my place on it that I may help others according to the will of God,Universe. If after reading this you feel compelled to help,please offer any advice as to how to get started on my new path and how to get rid of this negative energy that seems to be surrounding me. Thankyou for your help and advice. Peace,Love,Light.