So I go by different names and I have sigils for each of them. I wanted to explore what I gathered the meanings to be to see how exactly I was being spoken into existence and what I found scares me
Jak- Black Diamond. A prison, escape, as above so below. Both outward and inward
Lee- Red Clubs. The four directions, infinity, a promise that even if it ends we continue
Ari- Red Spades. Light and darkness, a taken virginity, sexual characteristics
Wei- Black heart. Two souls colliding, precision as its imperfectly accurate, designation, myself
Together this reads as a binary, infinite prison that stretches ever inward and ever outward with themes of domination and submission that is FIRST and NOW imposed on me specifically that if I should ever escape in some aspect- I'll only find myself to be imprisoned elsewhere in another sense- and I'm not alone in this prison- and while I'm unable to leave in the total sense of the word, I'm reaching beyond the imposed limitations and constantly breaking barriers
Someone tell me your thoughts on this bc I think I've been sent to Hell for dealing with Demons
I don't believe you are in hell (considering the Christian construct) nor do I believe you were spoken into existence (I'm a firm believer in procreation being responsible for human life).
If I had to take a guess, you are likely a minor child going through the teen years and desire to be something other than what you are. I'd assume you play cards often which is the reason you named them next to different names you use.
Should this not be the case, I've seen where some have multiple personalities and or schizophrenia and write things such as the above, though multiple persons generally don't know of the names of the other personalities. Have you tried speaking with a mental health professional?
hey so do you have a picture of the sigils. i have been dealing with a shadow demon last night i was in the kitchen and i had seen a shadow demon with glowing eyes. left then turned on the hallway light. im trying to a spell jar. im doing a jine spell jar amd i need a sigil to trap it. any suggestions?!
you did not see a demon, but an ordinary spirit lower in the hierarchy, perhaps a demon. everyone has clairvoyance, the vision of entities individually. even, for example, everyone feels the taste of an apple in their own way. If you see an entity with horns and glowing eyes, someone will see the same entity but with hooves. Relying on the archetype, you can define a low-frequency or high-frequency entity. Also in demonolatry, an archetype is given to the appearance of demons in order to understand Who came based on it. For example, Lucifer looks like a man with glowing eyes and a star in his forehead with liquid silver instead of hair. the evocation of Lucifer is taking place, and if something matches according to the archetype of appearance, then the right spirit has arrived.
In books and other sources, sigils are given to demons, angels and other spirits, as I wrote above, the sigil is first of all the key to the spirit. When using sources, it is important to be able to compare a sigil from one source with the same sigil but from a different source, because some magicians can give sigils with built-in firmware, as a result of which part of the energy for summoning the spirit will go to this magician. therefore, the sigils should not differ.
As for your question, no one can give you sigils. choose the spirit that serves your question. If you wanted the sigil of the spirit that appeared to you, you will receive it only from him.
