I am extremely weak and can only conjure the most minor of spells, please someone assist me and explain why I cannot cast well, is it my belief or is it just me
I believe the main problem there is you do not believe in yourself. The human spirit is more powerful than any of us realize. People on deathbeds fight and prolong them dying, we sometimes pick up on loved ones when they are no where around, there are people who have fought their way to better lives... You see what I mean? You are part of this species and need to realize that.
Do you know how to control energy? [Charge, ground, shield, and make psi balls] of you're not proficient in "the basics" it could explain why your spells feel weak.
You might also consider cleansing yourself and your space to get the energy flowing as stagnant energy can effect our magick, as well as balance your chakras.
On a less energy based approach, how healthy are you? Do you exercise daily, drink plenty of water, eat healthy food, and meditate regularly? Your daily routine can also effect your craft.
If you're new I recommend not to cast spells, as you haven't learned the basics. As Neko stated, you need to be proficient in the basics before moving on to spells.
This link should help you get started, mind you, you must be willing to read and do your own research, Magick requiresa lot of learning and can take time,
My mother was died over a period of three years. She had a 10% chance of coming out of open heart surgery and did. She had both legs amputated, she puked blood... cups full and was on perontineal (dont know if spelled right) dialysis but i saw miraculoys things around that woman like her being a miracle for that long and coming out of brain death to hear me tell her i loved her. Physical health has nothing to do with your spiritual power. She was the kind of woman that believed in herself that no one could convince her otherwise... its all within you and how you choose to think of yourself.
