I need help. I need help to know what I am as in supernatural wise. I would also love help to find out what I can become. I don't exactly think I'm human,but if I am,I don't think I'm ment to be. Someone/Anyone please respond/help.
I feel like I have deja vu a lot. I feel the presence of different things sometimes. I used to a lot think about one thing and then all of sudden my mind would go somewhere else and it felt like I wasn't in my body but it also felt like I was there,almost as if like,I'm here,but I'm not here. I seem to feel people, if that makes sense. But I've always been attracted to death and what happens after,and immorals. I've always been drawn to vampire and witches. I don't know if any of that made sense at all. If you want me to focus on one thing and explain it I could do that if it would he easier to help.
Sounds like you have some useful abilities. Focus on those and develop them. Death, supernatural beings and immortality are interesting topics. Do some research on those for entertainment purposes but definitely concentrate on your visual gifts. Good things can be done with those.
The draw towards death, witches and vampires may actually just be a fascination towards that idea. There is nothing wrong with having an interest or even an obsession (as long as its managed) into things that are in the fantasy world. There are many practices that involve or closely relate to death, afterlife, vampires and witches. Since you already have a draw towards those things you can work your path involving that line of thinking and still focus on reality. Again there is nothing wrong with liking those things.
I think your constant feeling of having been someplace or experienced a place before may be (and this is all just in theory that I follow-others may disagree) a previous life experience. I strongly believe in past lives, reincarnation of ones soul and involving other souls from your past life in other lives. You ever connect with someone as either a friend, significant other or just feel like you have a deeply rooted connection to someone? That could be that you already knew this person in another life. Generally, we don't retain the memories but every so often something sparks familiarity, and that could be said it is simply your soul having the knowledge of a place or event because you have been there or experienced it previously in a different life. Some people do not believe in this, and that is ok. It is simply an alternative suggestion as to what it could be you are experiencing.
Your draw towards death and the afterlife could be a connection there as well, and you may have hidden abilities that you have not developed yet in reaching out to spirits that have crossed over or those stuck on this side. Those strange thoughts or images are very common for those who can communicate with those that have passed. I often get many strange flash images of things I don't understand, which I believe are messages from those who have passed. If you try working on developing those thoughts and connect them to people around you, you can start to deliver those messages to the people they were intended for.
Just some thoughts. Good luck with developing your skills. No one can really tell you what abilities you possess. You really have to start researching it and working on it on your own. If you are able to find a mentor that would be fantastic, but I have tried for many years and have had no luck, so I figured out what I could on my own and I am still developing and learning every day.