A few days ago, I got sick, so i prayed to the god Apollo to heal me. The next day, some strange stuff started happening. I've felt sort of half out of my body, and I can memorize images from a quick glance. A name popped into my head and i looked it up and started finding stuff about Enochian Magick. Can somebody please tell me, what is happening?
Re: What's happening? By: Aeons_Wing / Novice May 03, 2015
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But isn't it that these weird things happening is the reason we mostly do magic or appeal to divinities to intervene? Weird is normal.
If I had to guess, I'd say you'd been thwapped. (That is, you've captured the attention of a divine being.)
These things happen. I've tried to channel my usual patron and gotten Loki instead (he basically pirated me from my pantheon of dedication), had sleep paralysis episodes where I caught a name that I looked up later was the actual name of a deity of the same description that I witnessed but I hadn't known at all about before, have had a string of fortunate coincidences accompanied by the sense that somebody had set it up and was nodding smugly, and basically those are normal but by my experience it's only after they all happen that you can really explain it to yourself. And the conclusion that YOU get to in the end is the one that will be the best for YOU, not the conclusion that I would give you now.
Re: What's happening? By: Nekoshema / Novice May 04, 2015
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You could of started to project, a deity could of been connecting with you, or you could of been feeling some type of sleep paralysis. You were sick, a high feaver and achie body could combine to make you feel slightly floating. If you're worried speak with a doctor, if you're not scared [or it doesn't happen again] take a leap of faith and draw your own conclusion. Feel better.
If im not mistaken i could have been 2 thing:
1-A glimpse of a past life
2-A message from Apollo
If that was an image of a past life it is possible that with more research you could find that you have a lot in common with this person. But in saying that it could also be that you new him in a past life or had an extreme encounter.
But if apollo did heal you it is possible that he was sending you a message, its most likely that he wants you to do something that this person once did. It may also be that he wants you to practice/stop enochian magic. I believe that with some meditation and a physcic reading, you could find out more information about this event.