A curse and a gift

And I know from birth a forbidenn spell that allows me to travel permantly to the future for max 6 months, it is forbidenn because it changes the future of some people and in the worst case it hugely weakens Earth's force, causing it's time alive to decrease.

I still think that you need to come a long way and that sounded a little bit like backtracking to me. You may not be intentionally fluffy but many of the things you're stating are simply too wilder claims to be true but let's analyse them logically and put potential reasons behind them.

The Latin may be related to a past life of yours. It doesn't mean you're going insane though nor does it mean you need to pay for any great sins you've committed. It means one of two things that I can reason. 1 it's a memory from a past life, and possibly more likely as you supposedly recognize the words without being able to read the language. Or 2 in some past (or perhaps in your present one) life you did something that you feel guilty for and subconsciously want to pay the debt even if you don't know what that is. One thing I would mention though, if you've never studied Latin how do you know you can read it? My suggestion? Meditate on it and look into your past lives to try and find out exactly what's causing the disturbance then you may be able to come up with some way of paying said debt and helping yourself move on.

As for your supposed mind magic, no you can't. It may at times seem like you're turning people insane but far more likely in the process of attempting to do so you're actually just doing something that's particularly irritating and causes them to get angry with you or that they're simply humoring you. You can not posses the body of another being.

In regards to that second post you putt up as I was typing my response. You can not physically travel to the future for any period of time. If you believe you can and are not role playing then I suggest visiting a mental health expert as it's a fairly high state of delusion and separation which is seen as a fairly serious problem.

Alright, this is downright insulting. First of all, you cannot go to the future at all. You cannot time travel. Second of all, you are saying that the Earth's life depends on you when in reality it depends on all of us. I have had it with your fluffiness. The moderators really need to gag you for this.

I know I can read Latin because a friend of mine once showed me an old book everything was written on Latin and was able to read it all. I have visited a psichologist and a neurosurgeon and they didn't find anything wrong with my brain. I can posses people, when I do I faint and suddenly I'm the other person, I get his/her body, I get in control of the body. I'm also eseptical about the time travel, I think I know from birth a spell too powerful for me to use and I faint for a month or so. Like I said I'm getting insane since 3 months ago

I hear a voice very similar to mine when I do the "time travel" telling me the consequences that's why I said that, and I did not said that earth depends on me, I said that by "using" that spell I have alternated somethings on the course of my life.

I did this thread because people call me an abomination because of what I can do with people's minds. I though that people in here would know someone with a similar problem that can help me.

Actualy you did say that any mistake could cause the lifespan of the earth to shorten. Im sorry. But you did say it. Its lonely out there in the world. But if you want people to like you this isnt the way. If and i do mean if. People call you an abomination im truely sad for you. No one should be treated that way. But please remember that the people here are serious about what we do. Some of us. Like me. Are still learning many of the basics. But that doesnt mean we care less about what we do. And you feint for a month? Please dont roleplay. We love our site and enjoy our time here.

AltWolf having abilities is different than casting spells .Also simply with clairvoyance you can not control peoples mind ,you simply can see about them .I agree that you can know language somehow due to past life memories ,but i personally met nobody that remembers entire langauge not certain words and phrases .Most people simply inderstand overall what is the meaning .Knowing langauge is much more than reading .Also by seeing in visions future (known as premonition ) you not always can change it ,and visions can be very blurry or not so exact to be sure that is how the events will take place .
I understand why all this occurances can make you so paranoid (in case i assume you are telling the truth ),but do not take yourself so serious .With abilities or not we are still humans and we are only speck in the universe .
It does not matter what people think of you what matters is what do you think .
My point is by putting things in the way you have put them it confuses us to the maximum ,hence response you get .
Why did not research more about terminology of the things if you are so worried of your gifts ?That is what puzzles me .If you have done so perhaps we could have reacted differently .

thinking that corruption is corrupting you only makes it worse, you are very lucky to be able to cast without ease, possibly you must have done something either good or bad depending if you know naturaly that your good or bad at heart. if you feel that you are good then you probably stopped a demons plan from succeeded and have been rewarded powers that you had in your past life and now the demon is set out to get you.