I take doctor percribed headache pills daily and drink plenty of fluids everyday, I eat good. The thing is I've been to the doctor many times and had many test done but they can never find anything wrong, neither psychologically or medically that would cause it. The only other thing I can think of is spiritually.
There are many aspects of the self one needs to explore (not just our good sides) We all have inner demons that we need to face.
It suggests to me that you are suppressing that side of yourself.
Feeling exhausted and weak is because you have fought to suppress that side of yourself far too long.Explore that side of yourself and be aware of any feelings , emotions etc that go with it, don't dwell on them to long let them come acknowledge them and release them.
The thing is I let it out before when I was 16 or 17, It took control of me I tried to attack my big sister but my dad pulled me away then my body grabbed my dad into the air with one arm and threw him half way across the room, and back then my father was a big man and i was very weak. It scared me terribly and my voice wasn't my own, Laughter was coming out of my mouth while my body was doing it. Until I was able to take control and fell to my knees in tears. Ever since I've become afraid of the darker side of me. I'm ashamed to admit this stuff.
its true its one of the reasons my family is afraid of me, so I suppressed it and have worked on becoming a better person. It's all true only a few people know of this secret, and I'm tired of keeping the secret. I still feel terrible for letting whatever it was take over me. but believe what you wish young one. I cast away my darkness and embraced my light. believe and do as you wish that goes for all readers of my posts.
i must know the symbol i can help you... What did the beast look like? I suggest adding breathing exercises to ur meditations try and get to know this beast exert some energy by running and working out be concious of yourself and learn to control ur emotions then you can channel the energy in a positive way
It's got the upper body simular to a very muscular man, it's head was a little simular to a dragons head. it's wrist were bound in chains and the marking was on its forehead. The rest I couldn't make out because it was in a place full of flames and smoke were all over. It was like it was sealed away or something, thats's my guess.
we all have inner demons. And i have a few like that who when in control can make you strong. You have two major choices. 1. Embrace the darkness because it is calling you or 2. Find a way to banish it. I personally say embrace it it is part of you
Headaches can be caused by stress, allergies, hormones, etc. If it's over/around one eye and the eye goes bloodshot sometimes, it's cluster headaches. If the pain is accompanied by a feeling of physical pressure (like something pushing on your face) it's sinus pressure from allergies or a sinus infection (some have chronic sinus infections). If you feel tightness along your neck and shoulders, it's a tension headache (stress induced).
Many people who suffer from chronic headaches are deficient of magnesium in their diet. Try increasing the foods you eat with magnesium and see if your headaches don't go away. There are other vitamin and mineral deficiencies that can cause headache as well, but the most common is magnesium. If increasing your magnesium doesn't help, research other deficiencies and see which includes headaches and may even include other symptoms you may not be aware isn't normal.
I suggest learning some simple accupressure you can do yourself to relieve your headaches. One such point is the fleshy part between the thumb and index finger. You should press it firmly for 20 seconds. Another is your ears, rubbing and pressing on your ear lobs and pulling at your ears gently in all directions around the rim relaxes you and stimulates your mind. The other less commonly known pressure points are at the base of your skull. If you look down and feel the back of your neck their are two indents on either side of your spine at the base of your skull. Pressing these at the same time in a circular motion with gentle deep breathing relieves most headaches. You can look them up if my descriptions were not good enough.
I agree, the beast is most likely apart of you. They aren't called inner demons for nothing. They are usually a manifestation of our fears, guilt, or trauma in the past we have not dealt with properly.
Try asking questions during these visions. Sometimes repetitive visions will change slightly to answer our inquiries if we focus on them well. Keep note of the tiniest changes. They could be clues.
