Is it possible?

if you found the right spell like you say can you send me the link ?

Not going to happen

Unfortunately all magic comes with a price, sometimes that price is worth more than what you wish for. Id just let that idea go. Its way too dangerous to pursue, and most likely won't even work for very long.

First of all assuming this type of magic existed (Which it doesn't and it's so stupid I actually laughed at the idea) it'd be BEYOND impossible for someone like you with no experience to do

I just don't mean like "Oh I've been learning for a month so I'm ready" experience I mean like you've been learning for upward 50 years and are as experienced as humanly possible

This isn't Harry Potter or whatever TV show you watched to ask this so if you don't even understand what magic is and how it works don't expect ANYTHING to work for you