I got this really serious problem!
Im 13, and i've never had a boyfriend because i got a little androphobia. I dont know why but i suddently got it! When there is a boy in the same room as me i get really nervous and can barely speak, unless its someone i've known for a while.
It's not like im afraid of being raped, i know there is nothing to be afraid of, and i've never told anyone, not even my familly.
Yesterday a guy i think is kinda cute contacted me on msn and asked if i liked him. I first said no because i thought it was a joke or something, then a little after i said i dont know. Then i got nervous and logged off. No idea why..
He sked me again today, and i said yes because i regretted saying no last time. He said he's single, but then i got really nervous and logged off again..
Im really afraid that its just a joke or something, that he got a friend there with him or if its not him talking!
We almost never speak in person, im so insecure! I got really low confidence, because a couple of years ago i had no friends.. Many of the boys in my class think im a cow, and they say it to me face to face! (fuck them)
I really dont know what to do! I need a confidence spell or some really good advice!