Vampires

I don't know if many people here believe in Vampires and such
I'm looking for some help in diagnosing Vampirism.
For the longest time, I've never felt human, I always had weird feelings that I wasn't.
For example, I'm psychic and can sense Auras, Talk to ghosts and have past life visions of feeding off and murdering people.
I also have horrible pains in my teeth, extra strength and heightened senses during the full moon.
I get extremely tired during the day and I burn easily in the sun.
I have a past self-injury record since I was ten (I'm eighteen now) and I go into panic attacks and in order to stop those attacks I cut myself or bite myself and drink my own blood.
I also have a fetish for blood and think often about attacking others and feeding off them. (I haven't done it yet, thank goddess)

I've been researching about Vampires a lot lately, and find that I have most all of the symptoms.
Its beginning to freak me out.

During this full moon I had a extreme blood thirst and ended up biting my own arm until I drew blood in order to stop it.
Come to think of it, I've cut myself and drank my own blood during the full moon phases as well.

I feel horrible because I'm wiccan and believe strongly in the "Harm None" rule. Thats why I'm beginning to worry about this.

I know it probably sounds like I'm lying or something (That or I sound completely mad, lol) but I'm telling you, this is freaking me out.
If you could help me figure this out that would be great.
Thanks


Vampire symptom webpages I've used:
http://vampiresarereal.tripod.com/id7.html
http://www.angelfire.com/vamp/shadowpsy/Symptoms.html

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This site as well:
http://www.lesvampires.org/symptoms.html

Well, i know someone that will definetly be able to help but since ur 18 only, i dont think u have the money to travel across country, if u wish and have the resources pm me.

You need to either find someone willing to be a donor or learn to feed psychically, or you'll weaken and become sick. Psychic feeding is hard to learn though (years of practice and I can still only take from plants), and there's no substitute for the feeling you'll get whenever you taste another person's blood. Sunscreen will also help with the depressing effects of the sun, as well as protecting your skin.

If you're able to find a donor, you have to make sure they're healthy, and always draw blood from safe places. For example, the neck, wrists, and ankles are bad choices as you could cause permanent damage to your donor or even cause them to bleed to death.

And as I mentioned above, you can psychically feed from nonhuman or even nonliving energy sources. Energy can also be gained by drinking the blood of animals, though it's not nearly as satisfying.

You can probably easily steal energy from popular thoughtforms (such as Yahweh) quite easily.

Due to your history with self injury I would also look into Reinsfeld's syndrome.

I would suggest ignoring the first three posters, due to the fact not only do they not know what they are talking about, they also have no user pics not putting any effort into this site.....meaning don't trust them.
Try asking LordCongra or the new priestess of VE.

Correcting my own spelling it's Renfield's syndrome.

http://www.wisegeek.com/what-is-renfields-syndrome.htm

ok i also felt like it but i only like my own blood and my cousins but the other symptomps are a litttle dangerous ok my advice even im only 11 years old dont think of your self as a vampire and iff you cant control yourself ask wiccan professionas and old vampires maybe theres a cure if you want to cure yourself ohh and sunscreen will also work but be sure its spf 15 or higher i read about vampires

For the research I have done on this topic when I was like 13 years old I found there really is no kinda Vampire who actually drinks blood. Instead a vampire is someone who feeds off of someone else energy or aura.