For the past few years, I have been practicing demonolotry. I have become quite adept. I have even been able to coerce demons into full physical manifestation on a couple occasions. Which is more terrifying than I would've ever imagined. Fortunately the majority of communication is through my mind's ear and eye.
A few months ago, after realizing for quite some time that I was very unhappy with my marriage, I summoned a particular demon named Asmoday to help me. I don't really know what I expected. Long story short, I am now divorced. This woman I was married to was the most kind hearted and faithful woman. So when I found out that she had cheated (which she won't admit still) and she basically ripped me a new one as if posessed, it was shocking and hurt a lot. It happened over night too.
I contacted Asmoday afterwards and he replied "how else could this work have been done? You wanted her to leave you alone, now it is done. There's no other way this could have played out."
That was three months ago and ever since, my life is a nightmare. Everything goes wrong. EVERYTHING! It's uncanny. Even the simplest task turns into a complete nightmare. I'm talking about things like driving to work, eating, doing laundry, etc. These mundane activities go wrong in ways that are unimaginable. I get the feeling that the two situations are connected. Even more telling of the connection is the fact that I have been unable to contact any demons where it had become effortless before. The last contact I had was the last night in my old apartment. It was an unknown demon that appeared in my mind's eye and said nothing. He looked like what can be described as millions of bandages unraveling all at once.
Anyway, what can I do? I'm not familiar with black magic, wicca etc. Any help would be great. Thank you.
"I have even been able to coerce demons into full physical manifestation on a couple occasions."
I don't know what you're on, friend. But that is not possible in the slightest. Either you're talking smack or hallucinating hardcore.
As for your bigger situation at hand, the goetic demons are not kind entites. Be careful what you wish for.
Looking at Asmodeous, he is described as the demon of wrath. In your situation, there was wrath.
So, it seems Asmodeous took care of it his own way and the only way he would know how.
I agree. " Becarefull what you wish for ", you wished for her to leave you alone. Funny thing about wishes, they can come true, but not in the way you expected.
As for you summoning demons or getting in to the dark aspect of magick or paranormal, i'd suggest you stop that for atleast a little bit of time, and cleanse yourself, your home, everything.
By summoning demons they can attach themselfs to you and ruin your life. Unfortunally i've been through that. And if your life is starting to get lets say.. " destroyed " out of the blue, then it may be something with bad intentions.
When you summon something, it's best if you banish it aswell.
Try to cleanse your self and if that doesn't work, then banish what you have summoned.
