last year I really wanted this boy to like me and I made wish and kept thinking that it was gonna happen even though I was skeptical that It wasn't but later on we started going out and manifested him into my life without even knowing. But while we were together after we did stuff he started acting weird and strange and he left me for someone else and him and his friends bullied me and everything. And his girlfriend would always stare me down. And now I'm trying to manifest him back into my life and it seems like it's taking forever and like it's not even working. It's like the world is against me (my spells don't work either) and then one day I started to give up but I kept seeing the number 7 everywhere and sayings like it's "coming back"or "coming soon" and I'm very confused. I just really need help please.
Maybe it's not meant to be.You tried,had fun,failed and now it's time to move on.Also his girlfriend's behavior is typical,why worry?(for many people,but I am not generalizing,I don't wish to offend anyone).And finally about all those "messages" you see,they are just your subconscious that translates the environment according to what it wants.
Actually it is,those numbers were always there,but now you are unconsciously observing them and making yourself believe it is a message.Your mind just plays an illusion on itself.
Pretty cool. I say you should focus on that and ditch that guy and his friends. They probably know what you did. Esp if the gf is staring you down. Don't underestimate how perceptive people are. Especially if you ever let him know you're in to magick
Problem I have with numerology: if you look hard enough, you will either find or make what you're looking for. It's a trick of the mind 90% of the time. That being said, move on. If he was worth being with, he'd have stuck around. Either look for another, or give the people around you time to grow up and mature. In highschool, and prior to that, relationships are a joke for the most part. There are ones and twos here and there, but one in 300 is a terrible chance.