I went to school today, and it all went fine until 7th period. Just before it, anyway. I was on my way to class, and this girl named marjuana deliberately scared me. I yelled at her and punched her, then left and went to a different room. People are very mean to me just because of my religion. I'm treated differently just because of that. I'm very tired of it. Everyone at school just laughs when I speak and say something that's not even funny, or just when they look at me. I hate it. I'm tired of it.
The worst part is I'm having trouble coping with it. It happens every day. Now I'm to the point where I'm using destructive energies to punish them for the disrespect. I mean, what else am I supposed to do? And when it happens every day? I have no other options. For now I'll keep using destructive energies until they realize I'm enforcing karma with magic. I don't know what else to do.
That's harder for me to do than you may think. All the teachers there know and understand me and my basic problems and needs. If I leave, I'll not only lose that, but in addition I'll have to start over.
I am also very different than what the society around me displays. I'm a radical spiritual satanist. There are about a zillion catholic schools around me. If I were to transfer, that may or may not be the only other thing in convenience. If it is, I'd much rather deal this out. Going to a place like that is gonna be a million times worse. I just moved. I don't know anything about the nearest schools. I don't wanna end up in a catholic school. My situation is rougher than you may think, considering all of this in addition to that.
Sadly, to help with your well-being, you may have to keep your religion to yourself. Spiritual Satanism is still looked upon by even non-Christians as evil and something to avoid.
I know we are supposed to be free to express ourselves, and one shouldn't have to hide what they believe in, but the world isn't mature enough yet to realize that there are different Satanist groups, and that it is actually Luciferism that worships the Christian Devil.
Also, I would invest in a small video or audio-recording device to capture the bullying/harrassment as evidence. Once the school has evidence that your well-being is in danger, they will take action. Just make sure you have more than one copy of each incident, as well as multiple incidents.
