I'm lost.

I can feel possibilities inside me, but I'm not sure if I'm special at all. How do I know if I have magic? What do I do if I don't? I'm so scared that I'm just normal, nothing scares me more. I need advice. I'm lost and I don't know myself or my capabilities. What do I do? Who am I? What am I!

Login or Signup to reply to this post.

Hello, there.
You needn't worry about not having magickal capabilities. Everyone has the ability to use magick. Its just some are more adept from the start.
I would suggest you start meditating. That'll help you clear your mind so you can look within yourself and find out who you are.
Just take things slow. Try a few simple spells. Maybe ones for boosting your confidence or banishing negative thoughts.
And don't forget to study up on the types of magick you intend to use, that way you'll have a better understanding of them.

This will take some time, but with patience and practice, you'll find yourself before you know it.

I hope this helps.
~Blessings upon you~

This feeling lost is common in even non magick users. Its a life lesson we all must discover in ourselves. Everyone can use magick. Some do and don't even realize it. Wishing before blowing out candles on a birthday cake can be considered using magick. No worries. Learn about magick, and you will discover what it really is, and might be pleasantly surprised! To save you time in searching, here are links to get you started:

Beginner links:

http://www.spellsofmagic.com/read_post.html?post=71692
http://www.spellsofmagic.com/read_post.html?post=483942
http://www.spellsofmagic.com/read_post.html?post=251089
http://www.spellsofmagic.com/newbie_central.html
http://www.spellsofmagic.com/tips.html
http://www.spellsofmagic.com/faqs.html

Good luck, and really take a look, then learn if you wish to do any magick. Blessed Be...