Name: MuddyGirl17
Birthday: Apr 19 1993
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Fri, 09 Dec 2016
Reputation:
Beginner
Membership: Member
Personal Bio
Hi im justina or Bubbles im 20yrs old and have been in magic for a bout a year now. single I am finally a Mom ...its the best feeling ever i have gave birth to a wonderful so beautiful baby Girl..(Alexis Katherine Rose Stadler)
but still learnin but i am here to figure out why i have been
dreaming of when family members or friends kill themselves but then it happends the next day.... i dont understand it....
but if you like to chat so just send me a message i like meeting new ppl oh and if u wanna add me heres my facebook name Its JustinaKHartman..and myspace is the same. peace out :D :P
When you look into my eyes what do u see? Is their anything that you see that really gets you and is their something dark about them. Tell me what u think there is something mysterious about me that you want to find out. Do my eyes make you squirm?
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As u speak to me you give me the chills
when laugh your voice tickles my spine
when i look into your eyes i can see that u love me
but soon these two master peices will be togethere at last
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Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs. Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers tears. What is it else? A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet.
My friends
leffe (bro)
sarcastice (sis)
hells.angel (bro)
Deathwizard (best friend)
Draggy (best friend)
Gothpixie101 (sis)
forsakenone (?)
PaganGirl (sis)
NamelessMage (bb)
Azreal8 (best bud)
Once upon a time there was a girl
In her early years she had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that she called home
Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm
Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would be over soon
Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday
And I'm OK
I often wonder why I carry all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
The echo of a broken child screaming "please no more"
Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done
To you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on
Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday
It's not so easy to forget
All the lines you left along her neck
When I was thrown against cold stairs
And every day I'm afraid to come home
In fear of what I might see there
Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday
And I'm OK
I'm OK