Name: Dakotadude12
Location: Unkown to people
Gender: Male
Last Seen: Sun, 01 Nov 2009
Membership: Member
Personal Bio
Im Dakota
eyes: Brown
i think of Death everyday about other people and my own.
Here are a couple poems of mine
Death is when my loved ones must depart
Death is a sharp pain in my heart
Death is this feeling of permanent sadness and pain
Death is when my loved ones have gone away
Death is the call to heaven or hell
Death is an eternal mansion or cell
Death is the lesson i need to learn about
Death is a loss, without a doubt
Death is this unhappy feeling i have
Death is pleasant on my behalf
Death is the day i end my life
Death is when i give up the fight
Death is happiness to the world around me
Death started when i gained my life
Death can be helped along with this knife
Death is where i shall go
Death is close, i kno
Death willl come fast
Death is vast
Death is what i see
Death lives inside of me
Death is joy to me
Death has come for me
Death is gonna take me
Death will stop my misery
Death loves my company
Death ends the pain
Death takes me on that train
Death is near
Death is finally here
another poem
Anxiety consumes years
of life without meaning.
Severely damaging
eternal being, threatening
to reverse sanity and afflict me
with psychosis for eternity.
Plaguing of questions,
earthquake shaking thoughts
torrential tears develop a
raging monsoon.
Hours are shredded, lost
in silence and curiosity
of a solution. I'm quickly
falling from this extreme
height of vexation.
and another
Curse this blood running through my veins
It causes me such agony and defeat
Im lost, drifting alone in the dark
Clutching to every word you say
Hoping it will ease my fears
And fix my pain
Something is found
Found in this heart of mine
Its crying for you, this broken heart again
So here I am alone in the dark
Trying to forget every word you say
Hoping it will ease my fears
And fix my pain
Curse this blood that spills from my soul
That lets me love you when all is lost
Torturing me at every turn
To love you no matter the cost
Here we are alone in the dark
Tears forming with every word you say
Knowing it will cause my fears
And my pain
And so I curse my foolish heart
For letting me love you from the star
and another
Did you see,
The thing i saw?
Did you see it?
The shadow with 2 claws?
He looked so scary,
that shadow-like man,
He had sharp rusty claws,
terriffying red eyes,
a ripped face,
and most of all,
he's covered in spatters of blood stains.
How do i know?
How you ask?
can't you see?
can't you feel it,too?
'cause it see it now,
I think he's right behind you.
and another
Walking in that forest
Hearing footsteps behind me
At night when your alone
He'll come back, silence...
Footsteps behind me
Something is following me
Running for my life
Running to survive
Fighting for my destiny
He's searching, Searching for me
The angels are crying and praying
He is near I can hear him breathing
Its now midnight and I'm crying
All my dreams are dying
All ghosts are screaming tonight
I feel my tears in the wind
I can hear him laughing
I'm lost I can't find a light
My heart is beating faster and faster
Nightmares are yelling through my veins
Raising up my eyes up to the sky
Praying my last prayers
As I saw you in the dark
You looked at me and you laughed
You told me your goodbyes
You left me bleeding on the ground
What you don't know is:
You have awaken the angel of the bloody revenge in me
and the last one
In the deep dark hole
as far as the i can see
a never ending hole where lost things belong
everything that you want to forget
always makes it way up that deep dark tunnel
everything thing you dont want to forget
goes deeper and deeper down that hole till you cant see it any more
but thats the hole
where everything is lost
and another
Frosty died last December,
My closest friend for fifteen years.
We were born the same November;
Now I can't put down my tears.
It's not fair that dogs should live
Just a short piece of our lives;
They give us the love we give
To parents, children, husbands, wives.
More loyal than a human love,
More passionate and all-consuming:
No spat would Frosty's love remove,
So fixed on me, so unassuming.
My grief is real, my pain is strong,
Though not all would be so moved;
But I can't think how I'll go on
Without this creature I so loved.
and another
Frosty died last December,
My closest friend for fifteen years.
We were born the same November;
Now I can't put down my tears.
It's not fair that dogs should live
Just a short piece of our lives;
They give us the love we give
To parents, children, husbands, wives.
More loyal than a human love,
More passionate and all-consuming:
No spat would Frosty's love remove,
So fixed on me, so unassuming.
My grief is real, my pain is strong,
Though not all would be so moved;
But I can't think how I'll go on
Without this creature I so loved.
and another
I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow
My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last
My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should
You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright.
and another
On the wings of an eagle,
My love for you flies.
Soaring higher and higher,
And touching the skies.
I reached up above,
And pulled a star from the sky.
To place it within,
Your precious minds eye.
To dwell there forever,
As my love for you.
On the wings of our love,
Enduring and true.
I honor you my darling,
With all that I am.
Please darling please,
Will you be my man?
There are so many things,
My heart wants to say.
I love you sweetheart,
There is no other way.
and another
You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites
You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love
When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better everytime you smile
It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you
Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more
Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt
I wish I could talk 'til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line you already know
"I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show
