Helena0327's Profile

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Helena0327
Name: Helena0327
Birthday: Sep 13 1969
Location: Sc
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Mon, 14 Dec 2015
Membership: Member


Personal Bio
My name by birth is Patricia and Patti is my nickname. When choosing my Wicca name I choose Helena because it is my confirmation name when I was going through my Catholic leanings, and it is also my grandmothers name so I feel strong ties to this name.
I am a mother of 4 wonderful children 2 boys and 2 girls ages 21 through 9 .I am also a new grand mother of a beautiful baby girl whom just turned one recently. She is the newest love of my life. I am not so much new to Wicca because my mother practiced also therefore I believe I come from a long line of witches. I feel that I am ancient or in the sense that my soul has been around for centuries if that makes any sense. As far as my practicing for myself I am ashamed to admit that I always felt a connection to magic but denied myself and who I really feel I am for a long time. I didn't know where or who to go to for guidance and I was afraid that God would unleash his wrath on me if I practiced magic. I prayed to him recently for an answer as to what I was raised to believe as opposed to what I truly felt I was. I became unhappy with myself because I know what I am and when I do a spell it always works. I asked God to show me someway of who he created me to be, and when I came to the realization that he created me in his image therefore he knows that I am Wiccan and my abilities. Once I came to this realization I felt a peace I have never felt before and I knew God had given me my answer.
I started noticing my powers just within the last five years. I had checked out a book from my library by judika illes Magic when you need it... it has become my go to book. I went to my friends house and was just thumbing through it. I read aloud two spells one for making my land lord be patient with me and the other for landing the job I had applied for. Now I only read the spells and how to do them without using any of the ingredients and within two to three minutes my cell phone rang. The first call was the job I had just applied for the day before and the woman on the phone asked me if I was still interested in the position there and I said yes then she told me to come in on Monday to fill out my paperwork. The minute I hung up with her my phone rang again, it was my landlord whom we were buying our home from. If was nice as could be and when I told him I just got hired for a great job he said that he would work with us to get our payments caught up that we were behind on. I couldn't believe it and neither could my friend. I don't quite know what exactly what my powers are as far as that goes that is why I'm on this site because I thrive for knowledge and I want to learn as much as possible. Since then all I have to do is recite the spell aloud and I always get results. Sometimes the spell I do happens immediately and sometimes it takes a few months but they always work. I feel like I am a very old witch and that I have lived for centuries as a witch. That is how I feel and I cannot explain my abilities any other way for them to be as strong to work with just reciting the spell by itself. What really did it for me was in Sept I had the idea to present itself to me to just come up with a spell in my head to deal with a problem that arose that day. I didn't have to write it down although I wish I had. I just said it as it came to me in my head and as of last week I got my results. I am so excited to learn new things and look forward to becoming the witch I know I can be.