JMonster's Profile

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JMonster
Name: JMonster
Location: USA
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Mon, 22 Dec 2008
Membership: Member


Personal Bio
I'm an a down to earth girl. My mother practiced wicca and no longer does. As I have been getting older I have felt a strong conection with my tarot cards and also my pendulum. They have been really helpful. 6 yrs. ago I met a young man "very handsom" and It was him who I used magic on first. So I did a love spell. With in the following month he told me he loved me and eights months prior to that we were married. 5 yrs of mariage and we end up getting a divorce. I have learned that it really wasn't ment to be and also feel that either my spelled ran its corse or what ever reasons there are . I really believe and I have a gift and strongly believe I'm either a natural witch or inherited the gift. Everytime I use my tarot cards and pendulum and I do a protection spell and prayer. I donot abuse and and all respect for the practice. It's odd at times for me when I have certain people will walk up to me and say that I give off a an energy and is asked by them if I practice wiccan or if I'm a witch. I tend not to tell everyone because for some they just don't understand and why bother with someone who would just think your crazy and run them off scared or whatever...but I guess they are not worth knowing either some would say???But just going by the vibe off the person is onother reaso I don't tell people my pratice. Its an awsome feeling for me that there are others out there just like me. :) I am on my own in this little town I'm in and have no one to practice with. I work on my own spells all the time and read through others..I tend to see myself comparing mine to others..helps me see I might be missing something. I work with white BUT mostly black magic. I talk with all sorts of spirits at times through my cards "Tarot" and my pendulum. I'm still trying to find my place in the practice..its hard when I am alone in this town..well I'm sure there is another that practices but I'm not one for running down the street screaming HEY!!! Who wants to do magic with me!!?? LOL. It would be nice for me someday to get with a group and do rituals and spells with...:(.Anysways I have been working with more black magic cause for some odd reason I'm drawn to it more. I really wish I had more knowledge on it and had someone to work with on it. I'm comfortable writing my own spells and all but practicing on my own tends for them not to always work. I'm 31 yrs. old and have been practicing on and off for about 12 yrs. My first spell was when I was 26 or 27 yrs. old. I would really like to take more of my time in the black magic. I know its not all bad and that there are dangers in it depending how you use it. I'm attracted to it for personal reasons and feel a connection with it. If there is anything else you would like to know about me leave a message. Thank You ~Jackie Monster~ .....by the way that has been my nick name for 11 yrs. and has stuck since then. I will change it when I'm presented with a new one through a coven or preistess or preist.