AerisDark's Profile

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AerisDark
Name: AerisDark
Birthday: Nov 27 1970
Location: Surrey, UK
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Wed, 03 Jul 2013
Membership: Member


Personal Bio
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Natural born witch and empath
Paranormal Investigator - 19 years
Parapsychologist - 15 years
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Not really there
You see that girl, the one that is smiling
That?s not her, she is really dying
She puts on her mask and off she goes
Not known well enough to detect her woes
Everyone says, ah she?s fine, she?s okay
The struggle invisible she has every day
To wake up, to get up, to put on her mask
To do anything possible so people don?t ask
She flippantly says, I am over him now
There?s a good girl, we told you how
Still they don?t know her well enough
To know she cries inside with every bluff
Sometimes she doesn?t even make it home
Before floods of tears begin to come
Speeding at 90 just hoping to die
Rather than allow people to see her cry
The stress of the day has taken its toll
If I hit the barrier I am sure to roll
She turns to the right and the impact is loud
She?s out on the tarmac looking up at a cloud
The medics around say were losing her fast
But she loves the images of her recent past
The love of her life is before her eyes
Medics scream, do something quick before she dies
They battle to save her, try all that they can
Their fight was futile, she was lost to a man
Please don?t mourn her, her funeral don?t show
She wasn?t really there, she was dead long ago
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I hear your voice when you?re not there,
I smell the products you used on your hair,
I feel you in bed late at night,
But when I turn over, you?re out of sight.
I'm living with your ghost, you left it behind,
Can you please come and get it before I lose my mind,
It haunts my every moment, it's twisted up my dreams,
Any moment longer and I it'll tear me at the seams.
Your spectre torments me every day,
I want it banished; want it to go away,
For you it was easy, you just closed the door,
I'm left an island, so far from the shore.
I'm living with your ghost, you left it behind,
Can you please come and get it before I lose my mind,
It haunts my every moment, it's twisted up my dreams,
Any moment longer and I it'll tear me at the seams.
While you?re out moving on, you left part of you here,
This is so unfair, so painful and unclear,
I get left here with the memories of old,
Your spirit shifts through me, it?s distant and cold.
I'm living with your ghost, you left it behind,
Can you please come and get it before I lose my mind,
It haunts my every moment, it's twisted up my dreams,
Any moment longer and I it'll tear me at the seams.
I hear you moving about at night,
So chilled am I, I leave on the light,
I need you to leave now, give me some calm,
It?s no longer a comfort, its causing me harm
I'm living with your ghost, you left it behind,
I'm living with your ghost, you left it behind,
I'm living with your ghost, you left it behind,
I'm living with your ghost, you left it behind???
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I know I reach out when in pain,
I know I reach out when I'm scared,
I know I reach out when lonely,
I only reach out cos I need you.
I feel such a fool for the things that I do,
That all of my feelings are wasted on you,
That my love is unconditional, even now
I want to stop loving you but don't know how
When in pain, you?re not there,
When I'm scared, you?re not there,
When I'm lonely, you?re not there
Why do I still reach for you?
Because I still love you,
Because I still need you,
Because I still miss you,
These feelings will never die!
I feel such a fool for the things that I do,
That all of my feelings are wasted on you,
That my love is unconditional, even now
I want to stop loving you but don't know how
I will always forgive you, for the pain you have caused,
I will always forgive you, I do understand,
I will always forgive you, no matter the crime
Forgiving is healing and elixir for the soul
My doors always open if you want to come home,
My heart is still yours, if you want to come home,
My arms are here for you, if you want to come home,
Baby I love you, please come home!
I feel such a fool for the things that I do,
That all of my feelings are wasted on you,
That my love is unconditional, even now
I want to stop loving you but don't know how
I may fade away, but I will always love you,
I may fade away, but I will always need you,
I may fade away, but I will always miss you,
I may fade away, but I will always want you,
I may fade away,
I may fade away,
I may fade away,
I may fade away?????