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demonkat
Name: demonkat
Birthday: May 9 2000
Location: alone in the darkness
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Sat, 29 Aug 2015
Membership: Member

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i go by the name of kitty that is my fake name i'm 15 and pansexual. im an anime freak i love my music ill list my bands below. i am a poet song writer and artist. i have no religon but i am a demon. i am VARY shy i dont like people but i like making friends. i have alot of problems anger,depression, ADHD, insomnia, trust problems insecurities and suicide i tired suicide more than once and i only ready know how to die but if it wasnt for my adopted family id be 6 feet down all do i still have dreams of dying and my nightmares usally come true i can see peoples death before they happen it hurts and i wish to get out but im not normal im completely different from everyone . i suck at relationships and friendships but i loveto make friends well try atleast and make them happy. i love horror films and i need help learning magic...i play video games and im a skater cookies are my favorite and black ish my colour no i dont have skype nor do i have oovoo i wont snap chat you or go on anything else i have facebook and kik i am selectively mute im not looking for love so dont get your hopes up i dont date anymore ive been hurt too much. i have been bullied my whole life and me and my family dont get along i lost alot of people in my life already and all my friends are on the internet but one...yes
BANDS:
1.My chemical romance
2.Motionless in white
3.New years day
4.Falling in reverse
5.Black veil brides
6.Pierce the veil
7.Sleeping with sirens
8.All time low
9.Simple plan
10.A day to remember
11.We came as Romans
11.Three days Grace
13.Green day
14.Blood on the dance floor
15.Saywecanfly
16.Asking Alexandria
17.The ready set
18.Jordan sweeto
19.Catching your clouds
20.Sounds like harmony
21.Jeffree star
22.Set it off
23.As it is
24.Never shout never
25.Bring me the horizon
26.Her bright skies
27.Panic! At the disco
28.Marilyn Manson
29.Slipknot
30.Marinana's trench
31.Snowwhite's poison Bite
32.3oh!3
33.Suicide silence
34.We the kings
35.Escape the Fate
36.Fall out boy
37.Artist vs. Poet
38.Social repose (Richie)
39.The all American rejects 40.Secondhand serenade
41.Bullet for my Valentine
42.Mayday parade
43.Skillet
44.If words could kill
45.V?sta collide
46.Of mice & men
47.The downtown fiction
48.Stereo skyline
49.Disturbed
50.S3rl
51.Woe is me
52.Hollywood undead
53.For all those sleeping
54. Alesana
55.famous last words
56. follow my lead
57.ghost town
58. get scared
59. Breathe Carolina
60.Breaking Benjamin
61.Bless the fall
62.The relapse symphony
63.Youth in revolt
64. Down and Dirty
65. Capture the crown
66. 30 seconds to mars
people like me... 7-22
Why does one always lead to twenty? One cut, now it's three soon it's fifteen.why do we do this to our selves? I'm talking about my kind. The ones who force food up, the ones who start with one slit but then can't stop untill they pass out, the ones with monsters like me. They live inside of us and every time we look in the mirror we see them, nobody else seems to but in our eyes our teeth are horribly crooked and stick out, our hair is yarn, and we're either overflowing with fat that it drapes to the floor or we're so skinny we can see our ribs break inside us once again. We will see different things when we look in our mirrors, different Monster taunting us, but our monsters have one thing in common. They have hollow, soulless, eyes of a nobody who was once a somebody. Nobody else seems to see them though, only us, and if they do they lie to protect us, and if they point it out they're a bully. What's worse though? Being a bully or a lair? People like me don't deserve sweet lies that will give my brain cavities. No, people like me deserve to know the truth, so we never get our hopes up.
You bleed out in the sink
I'm screaming for this to be a lie
how could I do this to you? please tell me you'll be fine your painting in your own blood!
Is this your own kind of sick twist!? But wait the picture becomes clear...
I was never there!
It was like a delusion!
And your not really there!
So who is this infront of me?
I'm delusional!!
And the pills won't work this time
I've finally lost it all
I've lost my fucking mind!
And I still go back to that place. And I swear I see your face when I look in the mirror and I swear I'm delusional! I've lost my god damn mind! I wish that I had more time..
I can't forget you when you chase me in my god damn mind!
I'm delusional!
Its a dangerous chase
And at this rate I'll end up with you bleeding out in the sink.
(Delusional)