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This happened 4 years ago. I had begun reading tarot and was actually pretty good at it. I did a daily reading for myself and for a while, I was drawing the same cards every day which was odd because I shuffled them well. It was always an outcome of trouble on the horizon. During this time I found out that I was pregnant and I lost that child. The way the doctor explained it was that it had never developed a heartbeat or progressed beyond 4 to 5 weeks, but that it was common to lose one like this and most women never even realise they were pregnant. The only reason I knew is because we were trying. I have always believed that my opening my third eye and reading Tarot is what caused me to lose my child, but I wanted to hear from people who are more experienced about it.

Losing that pregnancy caused a lot of trouble in my marriage and we almost divorced but we didn't and we have repaired the relationship to a better point than it was in at that time, and we have had another child who is a very strong child in both body and spirit. I have always felt like she is just a powerful soul who wanted to be born and made her way here. But I have always felt guilty because I think I did something unintentionally to end the pregnancy I had before her by opening myself to my natural gifts. Is that correct or not?