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It has taken me awhile, but I finally decided to share my story. Please do not judge me. I have spent the past week searching for ways to help my situation. April of last year I took a chance on love. I wasn't looking for it and I didn't want it, I was at a point in my life where I didn't want anybody and that's when I met the man I fell in love with. He wasn't even the type of guy I go for, but he was everything that I have ever wanted. We were together for 7 months and the problem is is that he has major trust issues, so when an ex of mine message me he took it the wrong way. It's been 4 months since we've broken up and during that time I tried to ignore him two months ago for a month and then he ignored me this past month and for this past month, he's been dating somebody else and now they are official. I've read books, I have tried dating other people and when other guys touch me it makes me physically ill. I believe in love spells and that they work, at this point I don't care about the x3 rule. I would gladly accept another chance and take my consequences then feel this pain anymore. For the past month I have barely eaten, I have isolated myself from everybody I know, and my closest friends can't even comfort me. I can't sleep and when I do sleep I force myself to sleep longer just so that I don't have to think about it anymore. I would ask someone to help me, but I know everyone is afraid, so since I can't win back the man I love ask someone to please give me a spell to help the pain go away. I can't take it anymore I have cried so much my eyes feel like their permanently swollen. I am paler than I've ever been in my life and I have never felt so weak. I really need to spell to make me fall out of love... please help me..