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Hello, I am really new to spells but have always been interested but asked others to help me. I now wouuld like to help myself and find out more about casting spells for my own healthier well being. I am happy to do candle magic but nothing else. I am in a really emotionally difficult and draining situation. I am in love with a man who in the past has loved and lived with me but because he is so damaged/possibly still in love with his ex wife/perhaps just using me....he cannot and will not commit to me in any sense. He has booked our wedding (23rd Feb) bought very expensive engagement ring now said he feels he could never marry again. He has also stopped making plans with me, talks to me in a very disrespectful way and is very emotionally cruel. He then tells me if I dont stand by him I surely dont love him. I do sincerely love this man but I need to find the strength to pull away and stop the cruelty I am suffering on a daily basis with him. Its much too complicated for me to divulge here and I dont want an agony aunt, I am just looking for a spell that can free me from the mental torture I feel. He wont even see me but forbids me to find my own hobbies or mix with friends....this also shows I dont love him? I need a spell to free me from the web I feel I am in, and although I sincerely wish to wait for him and hope he one day will feel strong enough to move on and love again (hopefully me, but if not, please dont let me hurt too much)I just would like a spell, I can cast for myself to ease the misery I feel from day to day of being shouted at, put down and hurt by a man i do love but hurts to be in love with