I have been watching chat for awhile and I have been casually glancing over the forums. I would like to take a moment of your time to address some issues that I see are occurring.
~ You can not, let me stress CAN NOT change the very essence of who you are. You can not make yourself into a mythical being such as mermaid, werewolf, vampire, or anything of the sorts.
~ To further the vampire, there is a such thing as a psychic vampire but they are not the blood drinkers of books and Hollywood propaganda. They are people who are not always aware that they are drawing off the energy of those who are around them.
~ Another thing, just because you ask for someone to do a reading does not mean that they actually give you a correct reading. The best that you can do is get a way of doing some divination such as a tarot deck, runes, or scrying. Learn a method that works for you and then use it for yourself.
~ We are not here to spoonfeed. If you have a direct question, ask but if its something like "What are the basics?" Well, if you took time to read the articles found within the site then you will know. Or back to back asking "Who is the Egyptian god of the sun?" "Who is the Egyptian god of resurrection?" Anything and just about everything can be answered with research. Keep in mind Google is the god of the internet, it knows everything.
~ Respect your parents, I have seen time and time again how children come here and rant and rave about how their parents don't accept their faiths. Have you tried to explain it to them or where you just like "this is what I believe in and there's nothing that you can do about it." There is always a proper way to approach things and learn a proper way. Such as telling your parents that you believe in a faith, and ask them to ask you questions. Parents are much more understanding of your faith if they see that you are not making destructive choices. Use a little common sense and sometimes use the philosophy "some things are better left unsaid".