Ok, so I have only casted a 9 knot spell one time before this & it wasn?t on my behalf. I did it to help a friend. I didn?t see any of the signs that it worked. After 2 months I?d seen the outcome for him & I knew it had worked.
This time I casted the 9 knot for myself. A little in site, I was starting to see a man that I felt was ?the one? not only my thoughts but his actions. He had been divorced 2 years & wanted to start a new life with me. (His words, not mine). May 5th we made it official. We were a couple. Then he started pulling away & I found out that his ex-wife had contacted him & wanted to get their family back together. (My thoughts are is that she heard he had started to move on & wanted to keep him as a her Plan B. She had left him for another man.) But he didn?t tell me this right away. He decided to try to keep me in the dark about his rekindled relationship with his ex-wife & keep me too. He knew I wouldn?t be willing to be his dirty little secret. I told him that I didn?t want to be his friend. That I didn?t want anything to do with him. He wanted to sit down to talk, & I gave him his opportunity & he told me that I was special to him & he didn?t want to loose me but he missed his family. I stuck to my guns & still told him I wasn?t his friend, that I had plenty of friends. This is/was very difficult for me to do. Because after all of that, I still care for him. I knew that things between him & his ex were & are very toxic & it wouldn?t last. All of this is why I decided to cast the 9 knot spell.
I made up my own. I wrote down all 9 of my intentions & I read them each out loud as I tied each knot. I played ?All I want is to be your girl? by Holly Miranda 9 times (on repeat) on my phone, again repeating each of intentions as the song started over. After the 9th time the song played, I shut my iPod off. When I was finished. I wrapped my 9 knots around the paper I had written my intentions on & tucked them away.
Here is where I need others opinion because I don?t know if I?m just looking for a sign it worked or is working, or this is truly a sign.
I hopped in my truck & my Bluetooth connected to my phone & the first song that it played was ?I put a spell on you? by Marilyn Manson.
What do y?all think?