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I'm having lots of issues and I am really interested in spells and thw world of magic. I have been trying so hard with meditations, spells' rituals. I do not have most of the materials to make certain spells, and for the spells that need nothing, I never get my wish. I mostly use wish spells to wish away my problems but spell after spell becomes a dissapointment. This is the last chance that I'm taking or its over. I need a guide to help, someone simple and promising. I really need this!