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This is a personal story of some of my magical workings last year in 2012. In the early part of the year I ended a dead-end 3 year relationship, no happiness. I started meditating daily without the worry of having someone bother me about my beliefs, much like my ex did. Over the course of about 5 months I started to get pretty lonely outside of work, among other desires. I started my search for some sort of ritual to bring me a temporary lover, aka succubus. I found a ritual online with details instructions on how to properly cast the circle, conjure the daemon Beleth and properly ask for a lover. I offered, just like the instructions, a golden ring worn upon my left ring finger against my forehead. The Great King of the 76 Legions of the Damned granted me my request at the cost of a fraction of my own sanity. Two days later, 3:00 am, my succubus appeared via email. To my surprise she was a friend and interest of mine about 4 years ago when we worked together in an Italian restaurant. We immediately hit it off and spent 3 months together before she did what was expected and left when I said I was no longer happy. During the whole time I started to feel less in tune with myself, my spell casting skills seemed to have washed down the drain. I was diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic for 2 months after my succubi left. I spent many hours a week meditating and trying to clear my conscience. Now I can say that I stand firm on knowing who I am and what I can handle. Fortunately, this is something that I won't dare mess with again. Thanks for reading, feel free to AMA.