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hello, I've been wondering if they're spells that can erase memories. I don't want to use it on someone. i want to use it on myself. Reason for this is private and i was wondering if anyone can tell me a reliable spell for erasing my own memory, not like making me forget my own name or anything like that but like making me forget a specific memory i had in the past. it be most grateful, thank you. P.S it's hard to forget this particular memory because its been 4/5 months that this memory has been haunting me and I've tried everything.