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I have been able to use my energy for all my life. I have been born whith magic potential. ex: The wind blows stronger when i'm angry, I can also calm the wind when I am calm. I have also been able to change factors of my body and mind such as controling my adreneline flow (increase/decrease) and can mutate some parts minorly if it's small like growing a hair longer in a second or changeing a line on my hand. I also have been through near death experiences but where I should've died I didn't even break a bone. I've had many more powers but only on minor or unintensional scales. I know a taoist and i've been reading some teaching and I understand them well, but i want to understand the mastering my energy side of taoism as well. So could someone recomed me a fourm or book or something to teach me this. thank you.