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A while ago i found this website that was created by a satanist. I started reading it and had half a mind of just leaving the page but it started getting interesting. I dont really believe satanism is evil just that it has different beliefs. Well i found this prayer on the website and a loong list of demons and a few sentences describing them. All of the demons he described seemed helpful and wise so i really wanted to summon one. The creator of the webpage even said that after a period of summoning a demon you can start a bond and be able to summon him/her whenever you wanted. Kind of like a friend. Well one night my friend and I decided we were going to summon a demon named as Vassago. We said the prayer at least 2 times and my fingertips got a tingling feeling like the website said they would if the summoning worked and I also got a sort of vision of the demon and he looked kind of angry or confused. Other than that nothing really happend. A few days later i tried to talk to my mom about it and my mom is a christian as am I but i like to do/learn knew things. My mom COMPLETELY shut the subject down saying "that is evil you are messing with and never NEVER do it again!" she also said that everything about the devil is evil and all demons. This is where I am torn apart, I have read that demons can be wise teachers and are not all evil but i dont know if i should try to summon another demon or if i should just leave that stuff alone because I dont want to be harmed. What should i do? Please reply.