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randomly, I will feel these huge burst of energy, mostly centered in the center of my chest. The feeling almost all ways makes me want to as id call it " scream with out noise". This feeling happens more frequently and with greater intensity durring emotional situations, and the energy feels like it moves out from my shoulder blades, and down the backs of my arms to my fingers when it is at its most intense. At first i was convinced it was biological, but then I noticed that when the flare ups were most intense and if they lasted for a minute or 2, lights would flicker and radios would freak out. This feeling can even happen when just driving. The strangest part is, durring those times, it doesn't realy fell like im... me. Its more like I am watching someone else do it.
I was just wondering what yalls take on this is?
like what this may be, why, and whats with the "watching someone else/ not in control" all about?