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Ok this might sound stupid for most but it's really been playing with my mind. For a fair amount of years now I've just started loosing the plot I guess you could say. For example I'll think I heard someone yell out my name or screaming or just talking in general to me but no one will be, or i sometimes see something out of the corner of my eye or my eyes go really fuzzy or pixel like with my vision divided into a copious amount of little squares and some of them just look static like off a tv. Also I just break down and can't get things out of my head. Like just before I was just crying my eyes out because I was saying all these things to my self that really hurt my feelings and I wanted to stop and in my mind I was trying to but I just couldn't and I get mood swings like no tomorrow and just everything effects me where as nothing used to, I could just bottle it up, but yet sometime I just feel nothing at all. Also Ill get really hot flashes out of no where (and I'm a young male) when every one else is cold or ill feel freezing when it's not that cold. I'll wake up with random little cuts on me and some of them go away for a while then re appear the exact same as if it never healed or even I was in the shower the other day and my lip just spit like some one had cut it but not deep. And I know I'm not going insane because I've been to a psychologist and got the all clear. Even sometimes I just get urges to destroy stuff, which I never do of course but it's seriously killing me. I just need to know if anyone thinks that maybe I'm being possessed or possibly even tormented and if so what they recommend to do. Thanks so much!!