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Hi nice to see ever one again.sorry for any wrong spellg
What does this me?
You see im the guy person who always rejeted so im in the dack side and try to push every one away and started disliking every person and every god and godsses that lives and i kind of want to kill you guys n the god/sses (forgive me i'm weird n crazy). The only things i love in this world animales. You see this has been happing for 4years. It was me and this lady on a bus stop wating for a taxi or bus and a taxi came' i was about to jump in and had this weird feeling so i decided to take the next one and told lady that she should take this one. Just about few min late i saw the taxi that i was suppos to be in but i was nt that lady was crashed in front of me with a bus. Well you could say i was lucky. Now every time some one is in pain i feel (38% sad n 62% happey) like i feed on his/her pain at the same time i want to help hem/her but i can't i jst get so confused. So now i have this nightmars/dreams they feel so realy.