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Hello I?m Cristal and I know a decent amount about Magick. I?ve been on this website a few times when I was younger, but then got carefully watched by my step mom because she does not agree with practicing Magick and now I?m 18. My dad does not believe in Magick, but when I was younger I remember seeing my real mom do one spell. I came to this website hoping maybe someone can help me because when I was younger my mom told me I used to have abilities that got taken away or got locked away, but I don?t know if I should believe her because my mom tends to lie a lot. Eventually my dad ended up taking full custody of me and my other two siblings. They ended up moving to Oregon in the summer, but me and my siblings were with my mom that summer. At the end of summer we were gonna leave my mom freaked out and did a wish spell. She summoned a shooting star and she had us write our wishes of us staying with her. Two minutes later a shooting star flew right above our house and I was the only one who seen it apparently, but it was to fast for me to make a wish. I remember my older sister telling my step mom that my mom had a book full of witchcraft and I?m not much help because when I was about 6 I got a major concussion. I fell off a bunk bed onto hard floor and since then I?ve had issues with remembering things, but a lot of my childhood memories I lost. So I?m hoping maybe someone can help me by giving me advice on what I should do because I often have this feeling that I?m not just an ordinary person and I don?t know if it?s my head playing with me or not. I?ve studied about Magick a few times and then tried to forget about it, but I just can?t for some reason. I feel like I?m drawn to it.