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Hi, I am new to this forum & would like to introduce myself though I?m not really sure what to write ? Will try though. :)
Well, I live in Germany and hope that my English won?t be too bad since I?m only used to read or hear the language, but rarely have the opportunity to talk or write it. These are 2 totally different pair of shoes in languages, and so I ask for indulgence with my mistakes in advance (corrections are welcome, so I can learn). :)
Apart from what I heard & learnt from my grandfather, I am an absolute newbie to magic.
But since my grandmother?s death, unbelievable and mostly negative things happened to me and my family in a rough row of events. Like a cascade old beliefs and views fell and it was like destiny drove me with all it?s power on all levels of life into a corner where I it was no longer deniable that certain things weren?t what I had tried to make me hold on to as true resp as non existant ?
To make it short: I learnt the truth of an saying which states literally translated ?The living ones close the decedents? eyes, but the decedents open the living ones? eyes.?
And so, I am here, in hope to learn and to follow the call that I have heard. Also, I hope to find help and advice.