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I been threw a lot in life lead me here in this moment. Pretty much if it could go wrong it does. Been that way always. I never been evil or dark I don't want revenge actually quite the opposite. Someone who understands me. Which I don't even know if that's possible. I haven't practiced but I want too and will but being a very smart individual I am not gonna walk blindly in the dark. I want to learn. I need to find answers, I need to do this the write,way. So I am asking for help. I am a strong minded person and am not here poking around. I believe in this. I seek someone willing to help me learn what I need too someone who understands not only pain but understands this ain't about revenge. This is about not being a victim of the energy around me. So if you understand this I'd like your help. I just want my keys to happiness and to end this dark cloud once and for all. I would ultimately want to find true love. Someone who loves as hard and as deep as I can. If you can understand that coming from someone who gives everything they got and want it returned. I like to see my kids again. They currently hate me for things I didn't do. Always been poor don't need to be rich my fair share will do fine. Never been popular or social I feel I am do. I am a humble person. I don't trust easy. But when I do it's for good. If you can help me, if this speaks to you get a hold of me please.