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I'm new in this site..it looks really nice and I'm glad that there are some people who know what they're doing!
I'm more in chaos practice,because the ways of others don't really work for me..I'm trying to grasp the true form of power and it's even harder this way sooo any help would be appreciated!
Still trying to find methods to fully awake my charisma's (empathy,premonitions,dreams) and I need to work with my casting a lot since I lack of faith and as a result of confidence to my results..Thank you in advance