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Hello! I am new to this site in hopes of being able to see magical creatures again. I am a 19 year old girl, when I was younger every once in a while I would see creatures that I thought was just a figment of my crazy imagination. The first time I ever saw anything was when I was on a plane on an overnight flight. I swear to this day I saw a dragon flying a through the clouds. I was about 9. Throughout elementary school I was the "weird" kid who played by herself at recess. I never felt alone though, I would play make believe but to me they felt real. I had a "pet" dragon until 6th grade, I just dont think he was really just all imagined. It all felt too real, but anyway I just started to remember my past and was wondering if there was any way I could see them again? I'd love to be able to see faeries and dragons and all of them once more. I need a friend and to feel happy again. Is there any way I can welcome them to me and let me be able to see them? Also I was wondering how I can start using magic.
Thank you! :)