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Hey everyone
my name is Mohamed but i love people to call me Marek cuz it is my magical name and iam totally gay and iam very shy with boys
iam from eygpt and i fond of magic it make me crazy with it
i liked magic when iam six and i fond with it when iam 13 and from that age iam started to read in spell books
i like alchemy,illusions magic,occultism(or that magic which help me to know the future) and last i love black and satanic magic
And my goal from using magic is to find my boy and my soulmate
but my problem that iam confused between the two our eastern magic which is very dangerous and hard and iam fear to use it
and western magic which is simple but need MEDITATION which i can't ever doing it cuz i donot have any foucs
but iam trying to practice it but i donot know how cuz it have a lot of ways and i need the easiest one
iam looking for a mentor and i love this site and i love u all guys and thank u for reading