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I need advice badly, so for a bit of background I do energy working and astral travel quite a bit, or used to and something isnt letting me access my astral body, like something's taken over it. I keep trying to pull whatever is in it and on it off but it's not working well. Whenever I picture it its q small cluster of tentacles on my brain, a tentacle in my ears, one going down past my heart and on my back- it's all over. Awhile ago I felt something enter my ears and I tried to get it out, I didnt have enough energy to get it out. I'm running real low on energy and I cant recharge without it taking the energy I'm trying to use to charge. Its effecting me physically now and I'm at a loss. I think it's also trying to go after a loved one of mine and I cant let that stand. Please help.