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I want to devote to a Goddess. I'm thinking on making an altar for beginning, the problem is I have no idea how. Also my parents and family don't know of this, the don't believe in that and they won't react nicely... I have none of the ingedients needed and extremely limited space-almost impossible to keep it secret. I'm not even able to buy a statue of her or print a picture...

What can I do? I really want to devote my self more as I'm already devoted, but I don't know how. Also, I've noticed people say to pray and such. I sing her mantras daily-if not daily once in couple of days, and I really have a extremely deep connection to her. I don't know if praying should be just talking to the Deity for safety and such. I talk to the Goddess actually very often out loud, but I don't ask her to keep me safe, healthy and so on. I'm talking to her like she's my mother and I appreciate all the things she's doing for me. I don't want to dissapoint her.