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I want to do it. I've tried listening to a bunch of voice guides and meditating, it never works for me. I just get really relaxed and I just sort of stop there and return to normal. I would pay for a session but there's only one near me and I'm not willing to drop $300 if it ends up not working like before.
Everyone I've talked to ( most of them being in this longer than I've been alive ) have said they have some ideas about me but they couldn't really place their finger on it but that I'm something and am not a new soul.
Any thoughts or suggestions on what to do ? ( sorry if some words are misspelled, I'm on mobile )