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A same awkward moment keeps happening to me. It's about the thing that everytime I read something quite inappropiate or awkward or somethingI only would like to read it alone, my mom coincidentally enters my room or asks me something, and I am getting very annoyed and insecure because this same moment keeps happening. What can I do? I think this is either bad luck, a bad Karma, or the thing that some spirit might overprotect me that the spirit wants to show my mom that what do I do in my free time because I am 17. Just how do I get rid of this annoying problem? Or do I have to wait till I turn 18 so the spirit would stop overprotecting me like that? And also, I have this mysterious thing that I am very (over)protected by spirits and the nature... How come I am so protected? Is it because I am weak? I also know that I had a very bad past life in the Medieval times, in the Medieval times I was tortured and killed cruelly by 2 men, so is this also the reason why the spirits and nature and Universe protects me so much? Just, why? And I apologize if this is a bad topic or if this is a forbidden topic. And also, I amnot seeking attention or scamming. If you could just help me? Please.