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So, when ever i lately try to do or basically just vizualising anything i can see only demons..
no idea why , and no it's not that my mind tells me that i am afraid of them so this is why i see them, i am not afraid
anyway, someone told me that i have something to black magick, like... i got some naturally.. thou i dont even practice black magick, and i dont know if i even want to.
i dont know whats going on with all these black magic and demons thing, but also whats weird is that i actuallly feel some connection to them, whenever it is.. like i am "one of them" kind of thing.. no idea why.. it is weird thou..
any ideas what , can, could it be happening?
I will be greatfull for any answers
Thank you