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First off does anyone feel as if they were destined a fate and had enough evidence throughout one's life to have no doubt as to your destiny? I believe that I slip into alternate consciousness and I understand many things in a depth that is profound, yet I get lost as the comprehending of the infinate is frought with infathomable complexities.
I have numerology readings, a dad that has God tell him I am to be a prophet the day I was born, tarot, astrology, and the four different psychics that were randomly showing up. They said they were told by spirits to ensure me protection and guidence within the last six months. All that I research on myself are validifying both my conscious desires, numerology report, premonitions, natal chart, my father tells "God's" will for me, and it is causing me to loose my mind. Am I alone on this feeling of impending fate being set, and do you find yourself becoming lost in your overamplified mind as you realize that your choice or purpose is not your own? Have I lost my mind?