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I keep having dreams about God. I don't know which God but just a God. I had recently quit the craft or anything related to it. I put angelic symbols all over my walls to keep away things with bad presences. but still things came but it didn't seem harmful. It was white and thats all I know of it. But when I dream I automatically do lucid dreaming but in these dreams i couldnt control myself or wake myself up when i wanted to. Dreams were kind of stupid thought kind of like i was hanging out with these gerbils and we went on top of the mountain and they were worshipping their God. and in another one my mom came and told me she got a message from God that i was gonna die like in a couple of minutes and i was praying and praying and he didnt kill me. :/ I'm confused is it a sign i'm supposed to be Pagan again??