Im attracted to two elements. Fire, and water. Two elements that affect each other so easily.
Fire calms me down, and puts me into a blank state of mind, kinda like meditation, but I cant get out of it until the fire goes out. Also, when I stare into a big fire, I can see shapes and images. They move about like they are in a movie. Sometimes when i dont see images, I hear voices telling me a story. I've been known to "control" fire, and I've been able to put it out entirely with just my mind.
Water gets me hyper, and when I go swimming, people have quite literally drag me outta the water if they want to leave. I feel attracted to the sea, and to sea creatures. I feel like I belong when Im in water, like I finally have a place to go.
Could these both be my elements?
Is it a coincidence that I've been having dreams ever since I was 6 (My birthday on the 13th was on a friday) that has me covered in flames?
Also another odd thing:
For as long as I can remember, ever year, a week before the Full moon in December, I have a dream that I get every night until the full moon, of me in a dark forest. The trees are very tall, with no low hanging branches. There is no bushes, or anything covering the forest floor besides a bunch of pine needles. The next thing I know, a glowing white Deer comes. Its not the average size of a deer either, its as big as a moose. The Deer looks at me, calls my Name, then starts walking off. If I dont follow, he pauses, turns back to me, calls me again, then continues walking off. When I follow him, he leads me to this road beginning in the middle of the forest, and ending about a mile away. The end of the road has a very large glowing Light floating around. The deer walks over to the light, and says: "Continue." Then I walk into the light, and I wake up.
Could it have any real meaning?