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This is non-magick related, but something that has been ailing me for a while now. I feel I may be able to get the most insight here. Possibly.

Alright, so I'm nothing more than a teenager, nuff said. But, I have this crush. Which I've had for about 2 years.... I have no idea why I have a crush on him, but I read somewhere if you have a crush for longer than 4 months it's supposedly love.

But here's another thing, I'm dating someone, and so is he. But I had a crush on him before he started dating his girlfriend (Who is one of my close friends) and before I started dating my boyfriend.

But for some strange reason unbeknownst to myself, there's just something about him... and I don't know what. Whether it's the fact he kind of resembles my dream guy, or is scarily similar to my boyfriend, or another reason, but I know, for some reason I have indeed had a crush on him for about 2 years and I just don't know what it means or what I should do. I mean, when I look in his eyes, I get that funny-fuzzy feeling you get when you look into your loved ones eyes. The same feeling I get with my boyfriend.

Of course I love my boyfriend, and I'd never want to hurt my friend, but if I were to truly get in depth in both of our relationships it may help more, but I already know I sound like a confused hormonal teen. XD But, I just need to know if anyone has some sort of advice for me. If you need to ask questions, go ahead, I'll answer whatever is needed. I just don't know what my connection to this guy is.