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I tried astral projection for the first time last night. I had set a tourmaline to ground me to my body, two lapis and a moon stone to increase my psychic energy, two citrine to keep my energy cleansed and two silver coins with protective symbols in them to prevent any sort of foreign possession. I closed my eyes and cleared my head to project myself to my girlfriends because I miss her but I projected something I knew for sure couldn't be real. I saw my home town burning and my girlfriend dead on the floor of my room. I had spoken with her today and saw that she was fine but I am still confused as to what this means. If anyone could help me understand this I would be eternally greatful