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I started studying for almost two months now. I still haven't preformed any spells because i wanna make sure i know exactly what i'm doing and that ill be safe if i do actually do one, and not mess up.
so far i've gotten pretty far, i know a lot of the background history, where it came from, and how people used to use it compared to today. i know a lot of the full moons and gemstones and herbs, and what they're good for and when to use it all.
I think the most trouble i have is casting a circle, why we cast circles, when to cast a circle, and like, whats the right way to do it without having a coven by your side.
I don't know nearly anything about black magic.
I'm terrible with tarot cards, divination, numerology, or anything of that sort.
I also don't know litteraly anything about chukuras? i don't think that's how you spell it, or even if that's the right word. haha.
I've tried to read posts and stuff on here, but im not the brightest crayon in the box, and i just don't understand what they're saying. haha.
i wanna know as much as possible!
So, if your a teacher and would teach me that'd be great!
Or if you know how to point me in the right direction to a teacher that'd be nice too(:
thanks guys!